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Date: 9/5/2026. File: filech1_0. Expt: #4. Stat: In progress? Extr: filech5_4_b, obj_flowey, obj_god, obj_girl, obj_toh.
Plat: Chechos.
I had a really bad nightmare last night. It wasn't anything new... it was another replaying of that day...
The day when Dess went missing.
I was five at the time... really young. It's weird; sometimes I feel like I was older when it happened. But, no... at such a young age I went through that loss.
The day was going so well too... I was making so many friends. At that age, I didn't really talk to anyone outside my family, save for the Dreemurr's.
So, I was having the time of my life! Everything great! The only difference in the nightmare I noticed was that... he was there. That flower from yesterday. I don't understand it...but... despite him being there, nothing changed. It sucks, because him and Kris were pretty close in the nightmare. Maybe he could've changed fate? Even if it all wasn't real?
Anyway... Kris still went with Dess. And only 20 minutes later? She was gone. Taken by what Kris called a "giant cat."
The house of cards fell.
My whole life went inside out.
I don't tell a lot of people about this story, despite the rumors... but I trust you.
I also don't blame Kris. They were so young, and they didn't know.
Even still, they distanced themselves after it all. I get it. I went quiet too, yet...
I want their escapism again. For them to scare me... to be comforted after... and without even noticing... my problems vanish.